1 Day before 40 day of prayer and fast

Today is the first day before 40 day fasting and praying . God r u kicking my butt and telling me to move ? Becoz on Friday I found out that I failed a test that is suppose to be so easy . My pride is so hurt. I guess when the bible say God will humbled u..it's very true.. I always tot I am good in it .. Lol . I reliase without u God . I am still nothing . Tested and proven .i decide to fast from game from TML onwards . I know I can do it . So what should I pray for ? Today I went church with a very heavy heart . I cannot even make myself clap during worship . I can't worship . I don't know why. . But when ps khong talk abt faithfulness and gave the alter call . I cannot control but tear , and I went down . Telling God to renew me , and make me faithful once again . God as my previous entry u know my life got afew problem right now. Big and small . My health , this abdominal pain , mental health problem . My gf' health . My school resulT. All these God I want to lift up to u , and just faithfully go Tc and pray and fast . Rain or shine , light or dark . God I wanna go tc and pray. God I just wanna say thank You for Your faithfulness , even when I am unfaithful . I love You Jesus !! In Jesus name I pray . Amen !! PRAYER POINT 1.Coming back to God as a faithful son of God 2.health (both mental and the physical ) 3.Relationship with ivy lift up to God 4.school work . To learn how to rely on God in all things.