Teach me

Lord , pls teach me how to depend on you more . That I will pray before I do everything . To give thanks in everything that had happen . Teach me Lord to find joy in everything I Do. Be it study , relationship , test , exam . Teach me Lord the real joy that is from you . Prepare the path before me Lord , so that I can walk behide You , and I know I will be safe . Teach me Lord to be more like You . That I will bless the people around me in Your nAme . That I will glorify Your name . In Jesus name I pray , Amen . :)

8 day of fast

Dear Lord Jesus , pass 5 day was extreme stressful . Praise You and Thank You Lord for ivy . Indeed a gift from you Lord . Something that I dun earn and dun deserve it . But Lord u bless me with it . I wanna cont to fast from game Lord . Weekend is the worst time . Struggle the Most !!!! Lord I wanna show you I am serious . I am serious about getting back to you , althought I dun feel u much . I gonna keep trying . I wanna chase after you . I am serious about getting my health right . I am serious about getting my r/s with ivy right before you . I am serious about doing well in my study and work .. All to glorify You . I will give praise to you Lord ! I want to make a different in others life with Your help , in Your name . Even when I am typing this letter to you Lord . My stomach felt so much better . Thanks You Lord Jesus .

Day 1

First day of the 40 day of fast n pray . God remind me again to focus on him . To focus on my relationship with God . In tc today cannot really focus on God and prayer . Keep thinking about my assigment .I hope wed when I go tc I will do better . Haiz . But at least I manage to fast from game . Did not play any game :) God pls cont to watch over me and ivy . Thank you Lord , in Jesus name I pray . Amen !

1 Day before 40 day of prayer and fast

Today is the first day before 40 day fasting and praying . God r u kicking my butt and telling me to move ? Becoz on Friday I found out that I failed a test that is suppose to be so easy . My pride is so hurt. I guess when the bible say God will humbled u..it's very true.. I always tot I am good in it .. Lol . I reliase without u God . I am still nothing . Tested and proven .i decide to fast from game from TML onwards . I know I can do it . So what should I pray for ? Today I went church with a very heavy heart . I cannot even make myself clap during worship . I can't worship . I don't know why. . But when ps khong talk abt faithfulness and gave the alter call . I cannot control but tear , and I went down . Telling God to renew me , and make me faithful once again . God as my previous entry u know my life got afew problem right now. Big and small . My health , this abdominal pain , mental health problem . My gf' health . My school resulT. All these God I want to lift up to u , and just faithfully go Tc and pray and fast . Rain or shine , light or dark . God I wanna go tc and pray. God I just wanna say thank You for Your faithfulness , even when I am unfaithful . I love You Jesus !! In Jesus name I pray . Amen !! PRAYER POINT 1.Coming back to God as a faithful son of God 2.health (both mental and the physical ) 3.Relationship with ivy lift up to God 4.school work . To learn how to rely on God in all things.