Relationship with God

Jesus , I miss u ....

nite shift

damn sian, nite shift today...really dun like to wk nite shift...it really suxs! good news! i pass my driving ! weeee! haha.but work is still the same...damn sian about work .! work suxs la.. when can i go to psy...haiZ!!! went church today.. drove there..hahhaa ~ saw the boys grew so much..now they worship with their hearts..no longer with their body only...so touch so see them worshiping today...tk God la..well God tk u for everything.. for this job , for the lience , for my gf...haha and my family..4.30am liao...need to go take blood soon...hmmm..got 6 bld + 1 plug today.. already set 2 plug liao..haha.. 6 bld , 1 plug , 2 antibiotic to go ! jia u!

Post work

Wah What a unexpected Monday afternoon . Suppose to be damn busy . But becoz of this women reduce so much of my work load and she is so encouraging ! First time work with her , so song !recall back if today I am with another person I sure die there .lol I realise since my first entry work have been quite smooth . Thank U God ! Thank u my Lord Jesus . Indeed u won't give ur son too much that he can bear . How true ! tml am shift with my precetor . Looking forward t go out with my gf tml . Weee ! Happy !

Going to work again

On the way to work now , yst work was ok . Ppl who work with me is ok. Work load is ok too . Was thinking , stress lvl of the work 70% depends on who u work with , 30 % depends on work load . In my Job who u work with is very impt . No wonder the BB stress so much about the so call "family" thingy . But I think nobody give a damn abt it .lol feeling quite ok now , 2 more day to a small brk . 5 more day to a Big break ! Hahaha . Really very thankful I got such a nice gf . Realise once I start work I cherish my more , and the time we spend together . There was once a person ever tell me . Dun hope that ur workload is less everyday . Be prepare to work everyday , whatever come just work it thru . How true is that! Overall I still wanna get away from this place . Yst SB came and talk to me regarding my work performance , say ppl complain I this la that la . Blah blah blah . I dun give a damn . I will try to do what is reasonable , I am who I am . I will not change

Pre-work

On the way to work now , Sunday afternoon . What will happen ? Al getting nearer each day . But work always pull my mood down .. 6 more day to work , to my holiday . Actually God already take care of me very well . Let this 6 day of work be smooth and good .

Post work

Consider busy today but still not that bad , I was wondering why I keep making careless mistake . How do I avoid careless mistake . This careless mistake in my work can kill me.tml morning shift . Gonna be freaking busy tml . But afther that off . So still not that bad . Weeee . I can feel it . Al is coming !!! Tk u God for today . Forgot to say grace again today . Hahaahaa will try to do it tml

Passion of work

On the way to work now ,I wonder is it this work place that make me lost all my passion in my job . Or from the start I already got no passion . Or is it this wd is the true test of my passion . I am really losing it . I use to say find something that u like as ur job u will never need to work again .I guess I am really working now . I wonder ppl in this wd who like what they r doing . Everyday ppl over there is stress and angry . If not becoz these few years God have been training me . I long ago exploded . When can I enter the promise land.How long will I need to stay in this land b4 I can enter the promise land . Or should I go to the extreme to change to a land that is so much more relax but not the promise land ?

Post work

Work is ok too ! God have been answering my prayer , maybe last time I never cry out for help . Seems like after I cry out for help things got better .pray that this will stay. Today another 2rm damn busy lol . . Today during dinner time was eatig with my fren . B4 we start eating she bow down and start saying grace . Makes me wonder when is the last time I said grace b4 meal . I will make it a point to bow down and say grace b4 meal . Amen !

Pm shift today

Pm shift today , Got a ok feeling today . Hope will be like yst . Abit sian tml have to go driving . Only thing I can look forward is my Al . On the 13/9/10 , going to hk with my family and gf . God , my Lord Jesus help me today . !!!!

After work post

Today work is ok . Seems like God read my blog . Damn busy but finish at 10pm instead of 930 already very good le . The one who work with me is still as helpful only different is she is not as hostile . Makes me wonder is it me who think too much . Stress And work load taking over my own sense . Or is it because of the driving test that make me feel so useless . I dunnoe . God what is ur plan for me ?

This is how I feel

Yst my best fren called me after she seen the fb page any me poking myself. She encourage me . God did u try to encourage me in this way ? I dunnoe .
Today pm tml am . Can I ? Will I ? Go home in time ? When shit happen r u by my side Lord ? I can't feel it . But at least my gf is with me . U said u know how much I can take . U won't give more than I can take . But now I think I already rch my limit , won't u take back ? Or
u will just leave me alone to rot . Lord I dunnoe .what am I going to face today ? Who is going to stress me today. What kind of remark will I face today ? Everyone in that ward is super burn out . Who will save me ? Hear my cry oh Lord , bring me to the promise land . Will u sent Moses and tell my boss "let my people go" haiz if u r reading this oh Lord Jesus. Pls do something

HATE WORK

FUCK UP WORK. dunnoe is i cannot make it , or  the workload really too much  i cant finish...but other ppl also 12 pt wat...haiz..y they can finish in time!!! WTF LA! am i really that slow? or i just not fit to do this job.haiz . damn depress everyday. why cant i do it..i already doing my very best...its been long since i get this kind of feeling.driving also fail so many time..HAIZ WTF WTF WTF .WHERE IS GOD , GOD WHERE R U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAVE U FORSAKE ME?!!?! i dunnoe.. tml i pm shift..confirm 12am than go home!!